heart ache

What say you?

Anyway what a week it had been , business was slightly better

But not in personal issues..

And to make things worst?

I don't use that small lane beside my shop whenever I'm driving Sonata , but that day was an exception ( personal issues ) so I've thought of dropping her off before reversing to use the main road back

Little did I notice that both sides got the dam divider



There's this two friends of mine. And both are equally good friends of mine, both are the kind of friends that I would always try to help if a favor is needed.

Recently, I've catch up with this friend of mine, it's almost 3 years since we last met.. ( susah buat appointment ) 

And we did talk about many other stuff too.. And one of the many was drawing the line .

Could not quote the phrase as the blog is now "CLOSED" but it's good to know that one like her would draw a line . Stressing out that being single doesn't mean we are ok to do things out of our limit

And you might be very right by saying the phrase that you don't feel there is a need to be proud off with many man .................................................

True enough.

Perhaps each have their own thinking? Maybe the other enjoy the feeling of being wanted?

As a friend, what should be said, I've think I've already said.

They always say, it's never easy to tame someone that just learn how to fly..

Very true, I've been through such stages in life, I am sure most of us have too..

But perhaps each one of us have their own line?

But I really wonder , how far is your line. From the way things are going , I cannot really see the chances of you drawing a line.

When I asked why was there a "supposed" word in the message , frankly speaking I wasn't looking for the answer you gave. Perhaps that is the real reason, I don't know.

But if you ask me, I'm sure there's more than that.

But getting the answer from you, I know , I should really stop asking. As I really see no point of me asking it.

I've never once thought I would think this way, but it's really heart ache to say that I'm really disappointed .

The line TTUT  , a line I heard most . And I took it seriously , I even change the ringtone of my phone to something more noisy to make sure I can hear it , putting it right beside me while i get a short nap waiting.

one time, two time , three time , and till the fourth time, my reply will just be will see how. cause I know , the line doesn't mean anything, its just mean u r busy at the moment. thats all..

stupid me isn't it?

It's not that I am putting the blame , who am I to blame, cause not everyone is as free as you think thy might be..

But at the end of the day, I still believe, it only depends on what did we set for our priorities .

Nuff said

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It's really been a while since I last had a phone conversation with friends. Everyone is busy with their own stuff and what's not.

But frankly speaking , if I did requested to have one, I really did cause I really felt like sharing out or just pouring out my problemsssssssss to someone. Especially recent weeks. But . . .. . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Whats done is done..

At the moment, it's not that I no longer need it, it's just that I've given up in asking for a short talk. I really give up. Cause there's no use in me doing so, you just won't understand the feeling ..

That deep disappointing feeling you get , knowing that you just gotta hold all your thoughts just for yourself , cause another doesn't have the time to listen to your craps. Life? Seriously , I think I really had enough.

When i used the word doesn't have " the time " , cause I know that " the time " was spent with perhaps 'super important conversation ' which is super important . Or with people they haven met for years. ( i know I'm being sarcastic here )

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The only thing that make my day this week , was a Beep Beep on my Samsung phone..

With the msg starting WOI

A simple msg , nothing special you might think, but for someone without a data phone to whatsapp that simple WOI , really made my day :)

Thanks for everything , for making me feel YOUNG , I've seriously lost count when was the last time I felt young

Don't worry, we still have 3 weeks to catch up :)

And don't worry about who's paying the bill for suppers , I know you well ( hope so? )

And never once it cross my mind about the worries u are worrying.

NEVER ONCE , if you really wanna treat me a meal, let me knw earlier, i will find somewhere EXPENSIVE for you to foot the bill :)

Time to call it a day, its already 3am , esok maybe 9.30 got customer wanna come..

Time to get myself to bed ;)


p.s don't ever feel Paiseh when I jio you out for supper, you know that I come out almost every night , so no diff :)

p.ss Perhaps the next time we meet during your big day, it's the day I really should call it a day. Maybe this way, your "fren" would feel more secure , don't have to worry if I'm chasing after you or not.

appreciate your pm today during dinner , but you know , that things are just not the same, might not be for you, but if you ask me, i would say , it will never be the same again :(

GOODNIGHT World :)