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Just came home from outing with Kelvin. We have not met for a long time already, God knows how long. I miss talking to him. There are some barriers within us already I guess? I do not know what is it but, I do sense the difference. * I'm not sure whether I should write this as I know for sure; he's so going to read this. But, I really have to write out things here. Sorry if I make you feel uneasy or anything kay? Sorry. * I used to say whatever things to him, but now, I can't seem to be able to make it lar?

I don't know whether you will voice out your stuffs when the others are not doing that or not. But, I can't do that. I know that there's something that he doesn't tells, prolly that's a little too private. So, why should I tell when he's feeling that way leh? =.=" I really don't know what to say lor.

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just read that post from a friend's blog. no, not friend.. perhaps i should say clossssssssssssssee fren?

Barriers? hmm, i dont think its a barrier, but i cant deny that theres definitely at least some difference. It would be scary if theres no different rite? that shows that i still have the ....................... you? it definitely took me quite some time . : (

uneasy? dunno what makes u feel that but honestly i dont feel uneasy le : )

i used to say whatever things to him, but now , i cant seem able to make it lah. time changes things some times. BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE THE 'NEPHEW" of yours. : ) and maybe one day, when u really need someone to lend you an ear, always remember this nephew of YOURS!!

Somethings i dont tell? hehe.. u noe that i used to tell u EVERYTHING!!!even now i would defintely talk to u about EVERYTHING!!! only tat one thing u noe i am not use to talking about it ma.. i mean, theres ntg that u dunno rite? all these while theres only one thing that i dont like telling.. hehe.. yup, bout that 'private'. but honestly, if u were to ask, TRUST ME, i'll definitely tell lo. No reason why i would tell u, cause u are who u are.. : )

* i noe just now in car u ask, i din answer la, cause ngek ngek i was asking u something ma : )

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Ps : I wasn't emo-ing. And to be honest enough, I didn't feel sad or anything just now. But you really did have me thinking just now. By right I was okay, but then, I really don't know why and how come you just "dug "something out from me and the feeling… sucks.

SOrry bout that though : (

Love is definitely not an easy game to play huh?

Yesterday love was such an easy game to play,

now it looks as though they here to stay

o i believe in yesterday.... bla bla bla..

BTW DUN FORGET BOUT MY GREENBOX!!! owe me!!! who ask u waste food just noW!!!

and bout ur boss, hehe... promise u a GASOLINE meal or whatever place lo, Little Genting? anywhere hehe... if i get to close her case lo..hehe : ) so gambateh yeah... just give her a rough idea.. and hopefully can close lo : )

time changes things BUT not EVERYTHING;

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